Floating Widget

Thursday, November 15, 2012

The First Kind of Heartbreak



I wrote to you before so you could love me, and so forgive me but I'm writing once more
until I run out of words that would fit the meaning and even the sound of your name
Forgive for I'm writing so you could forgive me
Because once I was told that a person who doesn't know how to write will never be forgiven (same with not being able to forgive if he cannot write)

So my love, forgive me this time once more
For the very last time, I'm writing a poem for you
Starting with a promise that I will forgive you and you will forgive me too

Forgive me for not calming down and I'll forgive you for not shedding a tear
Forgive me for not staying in silence and I'll forgive you for not speaking up
Forgive me for not leaving and I'll forgive you for not staying
Forgive me if I can't seem to forget you and I'll forgive you if you can't make yourself to choose me
My love, let's make a pact, I'll forgive you but you have to forgive me too

Please forgive me for not letting go and I'll forgive you for not holding on
Forgive me for not walking away and I'll forgive you for not coming in closer
Forgive me for not giving up and I'll forgive you for not taking a risk
Forgive me for not hating you and I'll forgive you for not loving me
My love, let's make this pact, I'll forgive you but you have to forgive me too

So that finally, I can finish this poem up that has long been overdue
Forgive me if it's taking too long 
Forgive me if it has too many unsaid words
But I promise you, this will be the last, this is the last, it is the last.

I will start all over again and go back to the very first moment you smiled at me and ask how I was doing
I will start all over again and go back to the very first moment you smiled at me
I will start all over again and go back
I will start 
I will...

 This will be the last poem I'll ever write you
nope...scrap that
This will be the very last poem I will write about you

I love you so much and there's nothing left of me.
I'm done..
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