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Sunday, July 12, 2015

The Philippines Within A Thousand Years

Here's a speech that was delivered by yours truly back in 2000. It's been such a long time already and I can surprisingly still remember the piece. It took me some time though. Thought of sharing it with you.

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More than a thousand years ago, Dr. Jose Rizal wrote an essay in which he asked, what would become of the Philippines within a century. In this particular essay, he argued for the urgent necessity of basic reforms such as the institution of a free press in the Philippines and its representation in the Spanish Cortes, that is, if Spain wanted to preserve the Philippines as a loyal colony. Still, with the penetrating insight of a social analyst, Rizal more than just hinted at the independence that the Filipinos would eventually seek. It was just a matter of time and a questiom whether the separation between Spain and the Philippines would be marked with gratitude and love, or, hatred and resentment.

That question of course, would be answered less than a decade after the essay "Filipinas Dentro de Cien AƱos" was published in "La Solidaridad." Now, with our freedom having been finally won and our friendly relations with Spain having been restored, we ask, as Rizal once did, if not with the same insight, at least with the same urgency "What have we, as a nation gained and learned in the past century?" "What can we look forward to in the coming years, in the advent of the new millenium?"

It will perhaps be remarked that it is only with a certain kind of hubris that we can ever dare to consider the fate of  a nation in a thousand years when our puny lives barely last for a century. Pundits might even say that this exercise is laughable for a nation that sorely lacks the foresight to even plan for a decade. But we dare to consider such criticism by stressing that the import of this exercise lies not so much in our ability to foretell the future. Its value lies in providing us the opportunity to take stock of our readiness (or unreadiness) not only to face, but to rise up to the challenges posed for us by the rapid and revolutionary changes brought forth by the new millenium.

Moreover, is it not the case that the hubris of dreaming and planning for the future might very well be a necessary stage in the participation of people as well as individuals? The ability to anticipate and prepare for the future indicates a capacity to rise and break free from the captivity of needs, situations, and concerns. But when this rising to meet the needs turn into a fantastical flight of fancy, we have to open our eyes in the actual possibilities opened up by the present and held by the past. For the possibilities of the future and the realities of the present are ultimately grounded in the conditions of the past. There is indeed a lot of wisdom to be gained in that tired old truism, "Look forward to the future, be aware of the present, remember the past."

Remember the past? Why let ourselves be bogged down by the grievous errors of the past? Why let ourselves be mesmerized by the ---- accomplishments of the past? Why such a fixation for the past? Is this not ultimately counter-productive? Let bygones be bygones. A pre-occupation with the past only prevents us from as they say, "pole-vaulting" into the future.

Here, it is important that we recognize the distinction between a paralyzing fixation with the past and a productive, insightful remembrance of the past. It is the latter kind of relationship with the past that we advocate. Within this light, history is not seen as a barren collection of fossilized facts and details. Rather, it becomes a living conversation between the past, present, and future. Likewise, we become aware of the momentousness of our consciousness as historical beings. For why would we even raise the question of the significance of the next millenium if we had not some vague notion of our being borne by the tide of history?

Sadly, it is precisely this healthy sense of history that we seem to painfully lack as a nation. It has been noted again and again that we as people are characterized by the complacent forgetting of the past as if it were a heavy baggage that must be left behind in order to move forward. The fixation with progress, with the "high-tech" with the future becomes as it were the dynamo that grinds and dissolves into pieces whatever is tied up with the backward and unenlightened past.

We need to develop critical minds that do not seem to accept the bipolar opposition between the love and appreciation of the past and the future. It is a sophisticated mind after all that appreciates the beauty and truth of a paradoxical reality. A reality in which we cannot simply divorce the present and the future from the past.

What lessons then can we learn from our experience as a nation these past one hundred years - lessons which hopefully will enable us to face up to the challenges of the new millenium?

A lot has been said about the tremendous talent and capacity of the individual Filipino to do whatever it is to which he/she sets his/her mind. Just imagine the feats accomplished when those Filipinos combined their individual talents and skills to a collective effort. Yes! Who would have thought that these Filipinos would have the gall to declare their independence? Who would have thought that they would be able to come up with a constitution? Who would have thought that - almost a century later - they would be able to come up with a relatively bloodless revolution?

It is when it becomes clear in our minds that we stand and fall, live and die as one nation, that we are able to relish and experience our most glorious moments. If only we can hold this in our minds and not forget. If only we can hold this in our hearts and not forget.

From the very beginning of our history as a nation, we have always been an amalgam of many divers cultures. Whatever unity we have gained, it has not been and will not be, through an erasure and forgetting of differences. If only we can keep this in our hearts and minds and not forget.

In the face of the current dissatisfaction and disillusionment not only with our leaders but with the very institution of government, not only with the government but with the very fabric of our society, it would be a real eye-opener to realize that we can never remain as fence-sitters. We have to be vigilant and active. That is, if we sincerely desire the welfare of our society. If only we can keep this in our hearts and minds and not forget.

Amidst the arrogant proclamation of demagogues about their final solutions and shrill cries of prophets of doom about the futility of it all, it would be refreshing to humbly acknowledge that our work for freedom, justice, and peace never ends. And in all this, never to lose hope in molding a better nation and bringing forth a better world. If only we can keep this in our hearts and minds and not forget.

If only we can hold, keep, treasure all these things in our hearts and minds and not forget.

We may well be on a good and exciting journey, not only towards the new millenium, but also towards our maturation as a nation.
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Saturday, January 11, 2014

Destiny..8

I have been asked this question several times and until now, I find it difficult to answer with either just a YES or a NO.

"Do you believe in destiny?" It's a close-ended interrogative yet when you have chosen to answer with a yes or a no, you can't help yourself but elaborate trying to justify your answer.

Well, I guess...Destiny is another word for not having a choice. Don't you think so?!..8

 
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Friday, January 10, 2014

Brain Teaser..8



Any idea what that is?! Well, it's made of wires connected to each other with a small ring attached to it. The goal is to remove the ring from the chains of wires without breaking it or dismantling it.

I was given this puzzle the past two months and it took me some time to figure it out. You may then try it. A good exercise for the brain..8
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Saturday, April 27, 2013

Happiness Where?! =)


It's been a while since I have last written something on just about anything. I can still remember a note which I have posted before. It was titled "20 Ways To Be Truly Happy."


Listed at number ten (10), it is something that most of us don't even consider to be very useful or effective. Most people find it normal or natural to talk about something (gossiping), to talk about people or one specific person (gossiping), to make comments or to state an opinion. Little do they know that most of the time, we all need just one simple word - SILENCE.


SILENCE - often misinterpreted, never misquoted. This is just one of the very few things I truly believe in. This is one of the very few things I try to practice faithfully. Not that I am scared to speak up or to voice out what's inside my mind or my heart. It is just that, I have proven it to be solemn, tranquil.


When we speak, we use words. We say them out loud. Others just whisper. Whether it be loud or soft, we say words with feelings, with emotions, with meanings and with motives. And may I say, negative motives.


Words are very very powerful. They can cause serious damage to any individual. They can make or break a person. I personally would rather be hurt physically than be hurt emotionally through words. Physical pain can last for just a couple of days or a month max but emotional pain caused by words one has spoken or thrown out at someone can never be taken back. It is easy to say "sorry" but still, sorry is not going to cut it. Therefore, be careful with words.


Point is, if we don't have anything nice to say, better keep our mouths shut.


#10. Remember that silence sometimes is the best answer.


You may try it and discover that HAPPINESS also dwells in SILENCE..8



P.S. I love my silence and I'll continue to embrace it with all my heart. 
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Thursday, November 15, 2012

The First Kind of Heartbreak



I wrote to you before so you could love me, and so forgive me but I'm writing once more
until I run out of words that would fit the meaning and even the sound of your name
Forgive for I'm writing so you could forgive me
Because once I was told that a person who doesn't know how to write will never be forgiven (same with not being able to forgive if he cannot write)

So my love, forgive me this time once more
For the very last time, I'm writing a poem for you
Starting with a promise that I will forgive you and you will forgive me too

Forgive me for not calming down and I'll forgive you for not shedding a tear
Forgive me for not staying in silence and I'll forgive you for not speaking up
Forgive me for not leaving and I'll forgive you for not staying
Forgive me if I can't seem to forget you and I'll forgive you if you can't make yourself to choose me
My love, let's make a pact, I'll forgive you but you have to forgive me too

Please forgive me for not letting go and I'll forgive you for not holding on
Forgive me for not walking away and I'll forgive you for not coming in closer
Forgive me for not giving up and I'll forgive you for not taking a risk
Forgive me for not hating you and I'll forgive you for not loving me
My love, let's make this pact, I'll forgive you but you have to forgive me too

So that finally, I can finish this poem up that has long been overdue
Forgive me if it's taking too long 
Forgive me if it has too many unsaid words
But I promise you, this will be the last, this is the last, it is the last.

I will start all over again and go back to the very first moment you smiled at me and ask how I was doing
I will start all over again and go back to the very first moment you smiled at me
I will start all over again and go back
I will start 
I will...

 This will be the last poem I'll ever write you
nope...scrap that
This will be the very last poem I will write about you

I love you so much and there's nothing left of me.
I'm done..
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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

10 Things I Hate About You (Own Version)



I hate the way you treat me And the way you talk to me
I hate the thought that you're so far I hate it when you seem so free
I hate your bloody red nail polish And the way you kiss my arm
I hate you so much it makes me sick That it even makes me smile
I hate the way you're always tough I hate it when you're cold
I hate it when you make me laugh Even worse when you make me a fool
I hate the way you block me on facebook And the fact that you don't have time
But mostly, I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close Not even a little bit Not even at all

For this someone whom I used to know so well...8


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Quotes for the Heart-Broken



I guess I am one and hoping to get out of it soon. Really really soon. I am not in a hurry though. I will give myself some time to recover and enjoy every moment of misery and promises of forever.

"How happy you are isn't determined by how many things you have, but how thankful you are for the things you have."

"Love knows no reasons. Love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons. Love has no eyes. But love isn't blind. Love sees all but doesn't mind."

"The one who has seen all your weaknesses but still thinks that you're the best thing that ever happened to him/her is the one worth loving."

"If you can't get someone off your mind, maybe they're supposed to be there. Remember, the mind can recognize what the heart is trying to deny."

"True lovers aren't the ones who desperately change each other, but the ones who successfully grow up together."

"Words are the language of the mind. Tears are the language of the heart. And silence is the language of the soul."

"People fall in love not knowing why or how. It's a very special feeling that doesn't require any answer. You just love no matter how stupid you become."

"You want and you get it - it's luck. You want and you wait - it's time. You want but you compromise - it's life. You want, you wait and you don't compromise - it's success!"

"You can never know the future; you do the best you can in the present by learning from the past."

"Say good words about others. You do not know when it will comeback to you."

God doesn't give the things we want, but the things we need. God doesn't give the people we want, but the people we need. Have faith."

" The best relationships are the ones with people who enter your life by accident but stays on purpose. "

" Sometimes, no matter how much faith you have, you lose people. But you never forget them and it's those memories that give you the strength to move on."

"If you love someone, you will be willing to give up everything for him/her. But if they love you, they will never ask you to."

"Don't look at your pasr relationships as failures but rather, as opportunities to learn and improve your relationship skill."

"Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

" Don't be afraid to love. For in loving comes the strength to fight for what you believe is fair."

"Sometimes it takes sadness to know happiness, noise to appreiate silence and absence to value presence."

"It's painful to say goodbye to someone you don't wan to let go but more painful to ask someone to stay when you know they want to leave."

"The right one would never think that he/she is too good for you or you're too good for him/her. The right one thinks you're good for eacht other."

"The only people you need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs. Never make someone a priority if he/she makes you only an option."

"It's tough when someone special starts to ignore you but it's even tougher when you have to pretend that you don't mind."

"Real loss occurs when you lose something taht you love more than yourself."

"The onyl reason people hold on to memories so tight is because, memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does."

"Don't leave so much room in your future foe someone who just left you on the past."

"There is always someone for everybody. Just because you don't meet them right away doesn't mean you never will."

"No one can ever promise you they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it will happen. The real promise is if the time you spent together will be worth all the pain in the end."

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Boomerang


This I think is the perfect song that would describe my situation in life particularly - matters of the heart. And this is according to a good friend too. Relate with me if you want. Here's BOOMERANG by PLAIN WHITE T's from the album WONDERS OF THE YOUNGER..


The fire was out
But then the phone rang.
And all of the heat came back again.
As much as I try
You're hard to resist
All that it takes is just one kiss

And I'm putty in your hands
I'm under your spell
You send me spinning

You pull me in close,You throw me away
I keep coming back like a boomerang.
You tell me to go,You beg me to stay.
I keep coming back like a boomerang
Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again.

You're treating me like I'm your little toy
You tell me I'm not like other boys.
The next thing I know you toss me aside
You don't even bother with "Goodbye"s.

But when you say, "Hello"...I can't ignore you
You send me spinning.

You pull me in close, You throw me away
I keep coming back like a boomerang.
You tell me to go, You beg me to stay.
I keep coming back like a boomerang

Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again
Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again.

Boom,Boom,Boom
And now my heart is racing
Boom,Boom,Boom
And after you I'm chasing
Boom,Boom,Boom
You got to catch me when i fall.
You send me spinning

You pull me in close,You throw me away
I keep coming back like a boomerang.
You tell me to go,You beg me to stay.
I keep coming back like a boomerang

Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again.
Around, around, around and back again.
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